Post by Beetlejuice on Aug 3, 2011 17:38:35 GMT -8
Okay, I'd like to start this off with an apology, mostly because this is gonna end in a rant. First off, I'm REALLY sorry that I haven't been on much. I've been at rehearsals, as you all know, and most of the time when I get home I'm either too tired/have no inspiration/am too pissed off to think about RPing in a decent manner. Due to the economy, the showtime season is shorter this year at my outdoor drama, so we have less time to practice and therefore have to spend as much time as we can rehearsing. It really sucks, especially because I live half an hour away from the theater and my mom has to drive me everyday.
Okay, now for the rant(wait, I thought ^that WAS the rant...). My family is about to drive me crazy. The only one not driving me up a damn wall is my father...which is a little surprising for once. Anyway, my little sister(I have two; one is three, this one is nine) is honestly the most irritating thing I've ever dealt with. On top of that, my other sister is going through a rather difficult to deal with phase that of course I have to help out with. Which I wouldn't mind so much if my other sister didn't make things worse.
And my mom. I love my mom to death, but here lately we've been disagreeing. I really, really appreciate that she's willing to take me to practice all the time...but god, I wish she'd stop complaining! Yes, I know that it's tiring to wait for me for hours while you walk around the site with a three year old, but you made the decision to do it! It's pretty bad when I'm doing less complaining than you, when I'm the one actually doing the performance! Which I may as well not even be in, because apparently, like everything else I've ever tried to attempt, I'm not good enough to be involved with anything important in it. That "small actors" saying is a load of crap, and everyone knows it. Not to sound petty(which I know this whole rant does), but if you're going to give a shitty little side role when I live several miles away, then DON'T give me such long ass rehearsals to come to!!!
And on top of that, I've got a summer reading project to finish, which my mom will not shut up about. Never mind the fact that I've been a straight-A student all my life. Never mind the fact that I NEVER get in trouble for ANYTHING, ANYWHERE. My parents still apparently think I can't be trusted to get my homework done without jumping down my fucking throat about it every twenty seconds.
TL;DR I'm tired of bullshit. I want this summer to end, so I can get out of this drama for the year and get my mom off my goddamn back. -_-
Okay, now for the rant(wait, I thought ^that WAS the rant...). My family is about to drive me crazy. The only one not driving me up a damn wall is my father...which is a little surprising for once. Anyway, my little sister(I have two; one is three, this one is nine) is honestly the most irritating thing I've ever dealt with. On top of that, my other sister is going through a rather difficult to deal with phase that of course I have to help out with. Which I wouldn't mind so much if my other sister didn't make things worse.
And my mom. I love my mom to death, but here lately we've been disagreeing. I really, really appreciate that she's willing to take me to practice all the time...but god, I wish she'd stop complaining! Yes, I know that it's tiring to wait for me for hours while you walk around the site with a three year old, but you made the decision to do it! It's pretty bad when I'm doing less complaining than you, when I'm the one actually doing the performance! Which I may as well not even be in, because apparently, like everything else I've ever tried to attempt, I'm not good enough to be involved with anything important in it. That "small actors" saying is a load of crap, and everyone knows it. Not to sound petty(which I know this whole rant does), but if you're going to give a shitty little side role when I live several miles away, then DON'T give me such long ass rehearsals to come to!!!
And on top of that, I've got a summer reading project to finish, which my mom will not shut up about. Never mind the fact that I've been a straight-A student all my life. Never mind the fact that I NEVER get in trouble for ANYTHING, ANYWHERE. My parents still apparently think I can't be trusted to get my homework done without jumping down my fucking throat about it every twenty seconds.
TL;DR I'm tired of bullshit. I want this summer to end, so I can get out of this drama for the year and get my mom off my goddamn back. -_-
*hugs*
